isn’t it weird that you can have friends but also have no friends at the same time
I honestly wish I was better at telling people what it is bugging me or how I feel. When I do pick out words to say it all comes out wrong and dumb. I can’t tell you how many people I’ve found significant to me that I just never told them enough because I’m terrified that they don’t feel the same back or even care. I have too much pride to be embarrassed so I hold my tongue in the hopes that my actions show it or that they somehow can read my mind.
DOES ANYONE ELSE GET LIKE REALLY HAPPY WHEN SOMEONE LEANS THEIR HEAD ON YOUR SHOULDER AND YOURE LIKE FUCK YEAH IVE BEEN CHOSEN AND YOU FEEL REALLY SPECIAL BUT THEN YOU HAVE TO STAY SO FUCKIBG STILL COS IF YOU MOVE THEYLL STOP LEANING ON YOU AND ITS LIKE NO COME BACK IM SORRRRYUWYY